This day was nervous-making until, early on, I asked for and got permission to do something I want and need to do.
This day was a day to do my best to think, to feel, to process, to get through something.
Now I hope for gentle sleep tonight and another day tomorrow of doing the same as above, just more so.*
More on the morrow, perhaps.
* Except for the asking permission thing. THAT'S accomplished. Doesn't have to be accomplished again.