That I'm not working well enough. That I'm not blogging well enough. That I'm not eating well enough. That I'm not exercising well enough. That I'm not socializing well enough.
As sometimes happens, I'm getting hit in the insecurities, and this sucks, and I'm doing what I can to get the energy and will to be Better. Or at least be Better Than That.
If you are reading this: Thank you. It helps.