by Christopher Walsh, 12/05/2017-12/11/2017
"December," said flatly:
Marking it, acknowledging it,
And simply tired and less interested in cheering it,
After a year that felt like five years fighting with each other.
A wringer of a year, 2017.
Still, the calendar, reliable as tides and wind,
Gives us, now, December.
It's the season.
Finally, despite seemingly everything, it is,
Though saying so that way and not "’Tis the Season"
Seems somehow wrong, or at least somehow off.
Much this year has been off.
You're allowed to feel that.
You're allowed to say that.
Thirty-one Christmases ago,
Some people heard a song they didn't know would become a classic,
But enough heard it to make it a hit.
Classics take time.
Eventually, for more and more of us,
What The Pogues and Kirsty MacColl sang and played
Became part of the taste of Christmas.
We'd miss it if it weren't there.
I listened to it early,
Well, earlier: this November,
Before the signs of Christmastime dandelioned across most everything.
(This poem is not big enough to hold an argument
On when and where the decorations will/may/should go up. This poem
Will not persuade you one way or the other.)
Maybe I was ready for a dose of Christmas.
Maybe I was telling myself I was.
Maybe I was making up for lost time, lost listens:
Most of those 30 past Christmases, I hadn't heard it.
Most of my life, punk didn't reach my ears,
And the music had no chance
To reach my mind
And affect it.
I can change that: there is
More possible music.
I listened through a lot of mental noise,
Frustrations and worries I'm working on working on.
Did I completely hear the song?
How much feeling did I get out of it
Likely less than at other times.
Likely less than other listeners have.
But this song, this work,
Incomplete until late 1987
(Though completed before some friends of mine were even born): it
Holding its song-story of two people remembering, arguing, fighting
About a song-Christmas Eve in a drunk tank.
A song-story listeners return to
(That I returned/return/will return to)
As they seek love and comfort
In this imagined Christmas.
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