May 14th, 2020

Sally Salt Disgusted

A day of ugh.

Probably good that today I did not write anything of substance. Anything I would have written would probably have been angry. Maybe "me being an asshole" angry. Maybe "burn some bridges" angry.

I also remain very, very, very good at figuratively biting my tongue so that I don't say some of what I've considered saying.

What with tonight's mood, I was almost tempted to put in Smashing Pumpkins' Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness mainly to listen to the angrily-titled song "Fuck You (An Ode To No One)," but, but, I managed to decide not to go that far. Instead I have on the live CD from Tori Amos's To Venus and Back. The one recorded on the 1998 tour where I saw Amos, at what was then the Rose Garden (now the Moda Center) in Portland. And, soon, sleep. All of which I want to contribute to A BETTER MOOD.