May 31st, 2020

Blow My Mind

Some days, this is what self-care looks like.

I debated whether I'd go for a walk today. I didn't yesterday, though at least then I had the excuse of morning thunderstorms. I could have today, but midday I felt that for now I wanted to rest, and I didn't quite nap but I did lie down and take it easy.

Made me realize how tired I was. And I decided, based on my mood — which today has been pretty anti-social — that it was better for me to stay in. Not see people.

Walks another day; I'll have reasons to. For now, I'm in the kind of mood where I want to listen to the soundtrack to 1994's Natural Born Killers.